Reclamation, The Astronaut Ages Out

Reclamation, The Astronaut Ages Out

POETRY

By Linda Michel-Cassidy

Recla­ma­tion

 

A whale appears in the bay

ahead of schedule

and far from the Pacific.

 

Because we ache 

for wonder these days,

we think this a good sign,

 

an omen of a new beginning

or some such nonsense,

despite her showing ribs. 

 

We love seeing animals 

in the wrong places—

which is to say, near us.

 

Bears in swim­ming pools,

an otter in some­one’s house,

eating carrots in the bathtub.

 

When I lived in the high desert

a bighorn sheep stood 

at the end of the road,

 

still as a mountain.

 

A family of rabbits 

moved into my truck,

cozying the engine block

and nib­bling the wires,

 

while chip­munks raced nightly

through the soffit, 

as if patiently

or not so patiently 

 

waiting

 

for me to move on.

 

The Astro­naut Ages Out 

Once escape veloc­i­ty is achieved, 

no further impulse need be applied 

for it to con­tin­ue in its escape 

Peter Roberts, Gravity

 

His favorite child­hood books:

a col­lec­tion of astron­o­my maps 

and Le Petit Prince

 

Picture him at eight

running an index finger along the pages 

whilst jetting by his small self 

all the way from Hong Kong 

to a board­ing school in France.

 

It was always about Mars,

every honor won, every brutal season, 

bundled and wind-bitten 

 

on a barren arctic island,

exper­i­ment­ing on the chances of water

in the saddest of dirt.

 

Try to fathom what a four years’ trip would mean.

 

Look up at the sky. Ask your­selves: Is it yes or no?*

 

A life spent waiting for the technology

to catch up to his dreams.

 

The math said it would be a one-way trip.

 

The math also said 

that upon his forty-sixth birthday,

he was no longer fit to make 

the impos­si­ble round trip.**

 

At forty-six-and-a-half, 

he gives a lecture on a mountaintop 

about the ways Mars will kill you, 

which are at least five,

and answers every question 

as if it were brand new.

 

Now, esteemed, yet Earth-bound,

he still looks for water—

no less astounded 

by the size of it all. 

 

* Le Petit Prince

**33.9 million miles, each way

This story orig­i­nal­ly appeared in Stonecoast Review Issue 17.

Photo by Action Vance.



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